So, life as we know it, is no more. My grandmother who is 88 years old said in all her days she’s never seen anything like this. What’s going through your mind? Are you scared? Nervous? Anxious? Uncomfortable? Wondering? When will this all end. When will life go back to normal? Unfortunately, we don’t know. I’ve been watching and listening, keeping track of the topics they choose to pick each day and run with. They are still talking numbers, whether it be new cases, new deaths, how much equipment or how much money they are looking to put into the stimulus package. I’m still waiting for the information on how they are still allowing incoming international flights which are carrying shit loads of potentially sick people. Those people are the ones making these numbers influx. But no one seems to be noticing that. Yet they are focusing on the parks and basketball hoops.
Everything as we know it has come to a halt. So much sickness. This virus/plague is taking so many lives. I don’t know what the outcome of this will be but when it does pass, how would you respond to life. Would you change certain things? Would you think differently? Would you have a different view? Would you slow down a bit? Would you appreciate all the things you’ve taken for granted?
As for me, being home and closed off from the world doesn’t really effect me. I am an introvert, a loner, homebody. I like quiet time and peace. I’ve always loved staring out the window looking at squirrels or staring up at the sky. Those are things I’ve always done. As for us spiritual folks, we are looking to God a bit more, which is fine. However, I’m hoping to continue my relationship with him after all the mayhem. I always believed there’s a reason for everything but I won’t be able to make sense out of half the things that goes on. I can only see things for face value and not through something deeper as the spiritual eye.
I don’t believe everything I hear and see on television, nor do I hang on to every word. We are supposed to pick sense out of nonsense. I have a feeling this is going to get worst before it gets better. However, I do believe that we will live to see a better day. Oh, how I miss my job (I actually love my job). I’m missing my co-workers, the laughter, the normalcy. I’m looking forward to getting that back, God willing. After this, I may sit outside a little more instead of viewing the world from behind my window. Continue to eat clean and healthy to keep my body in a ready state to fight any oncoming illnesses. Let a lot of shit go, say what’s on my mind then move forward. Actually complete task and take things seriously like my blog. Invest in myself, take chances and learn more.
We’re looking forward to brighter days. In the midst of all of this, I hope Mother Earth gets her much needed time to heal. We as humans were killing her, we were sucking all the precious life out of her. She needs time to replenish. We owe it to her! We depend on her to sustain us so lets respect her.
So, what are your plans after Corona?